Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Diets

Oh. My. God. The diet I've been working on for a while now, has me brimming with tears of Joy. I tried on a dress in a smaller size today to find that I needed a SMALLER dress? A size 4?
I haven't been a size 4 since high school! (long time, I assure you).
I am so happy. Now I can eat a bit larger proportions to sustain the current weight.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

CI Hybrids

The trial that I mentioned in my last post was a Hybrid technology for users with residual low end hearing. The group that I evaluated with was very optimistic about this trial and have had success with it.
The implant is shorter than the normal for the Trademarked full implant but, it is just as long as other companies full implant.
Hmm... That's kind of weird right?
In any event - I would not have to be re-implanted should the remainder of my hearing deteriorate, (which is highly likely). So it is worth considering. Just one day at a time.
I'm not really being hard on myself. Just allowing for my emotions to surface. I am doing what I can to make my life and my family's lives better.
Educating the masses! Hot deaf chicks rule~!

Monday, May 25, 2009

Cochlear Implants

I bit the bullet and was evaluated for Cochlear Implants.
What an emotional torrent that followed suit!
I'm not being forced into making any decisions but there is definitely pressure to assimilate. 'They' want me to be involved in a trial for my specific hearing loss.
I'm not rushing anything. Dealing with the emotional aspect of this first and foremost.
It's amazing, Humanity that is. How we take things for granted and even poke fun of other people for their disabilities. That is, until it happens to us.
I remember calling my father all sorts of names, and being really nasty to him - because he couldn't hear. The shame I feel now for my actions is almost disabling in itself.
Karma?

Grades and GPA

Let's get things straight first.
Do I really care about the GPA? ................Well, yeah.
Not enough to retake some classes, though. The only class I will retake is the Algebra class, of which I failed by 7/10ths of a point. Ridiculous.
Never the less, I don't fail any classes and my GPA will bounce right back up. Currently my GPA is 2.9 (ick) despite the F in math. So, I imagine once the math is retaken and passed, this will change.
ASL 101 - A
English 102 - b+
Anthropology is a C. ( only because of the sick kids, mind you) English too. It should have and WOULD have been an A, If I had someone to care for them while they were sick. Never mind the car accident.. ugh.
Still thinking about RIT as an option for my masters.

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